I never use this thing. Just seems like a lot to deal with, but maybe now that we got out internet back ha. Ahhh life is….Im not sure exactly I cant complain. Ever since I got back to Austin things have been good. I feel less stressed out that’s for sure. Going home was good but I could’ve been good without it. I’m starting to think that this is where I wanna be. Everyone is so nice here there not superficial like everyone back home not saying it cant be like that but I’m just over looking to the past. I think I’ve finally accepted the change that Austin has brought to me. Going home made me realize its ok. Ive gotten a new job with Longhorn Steakhouse and I think I’m gonna like it and after going home and seeing how much things have changed at Pappadeaux it made me realize I probably wont even fit in there anymore. I was lonely when I was home more lonely then I’ve ever felt while being here in Austin. There’s something depressing about going home and knowing tons of people yet having no one compared to being in Austin alone and knowing just a few people. Im no longer concerned with what happened I just wanna move on look forward and become someone better then who Ive ever been. Somewhere along the way someone is gonna say things changed or I changed and that’s not a bad thing. I suck at change cause I ALWAYS let people and past issues back in, not this time. This change is for me its not something I want exactly. More then anything its something I need. We’ll see…….
Yay yay yay
